I feel weird with long hair but, I also think I look more presentable.?

So I look really weird with short hair but,i feel more good about it. And when i have short hair my big caveman nose sticks out. ANYWAY i think that i look well and presentable with long hair but i have to straighten it so it does not look puffy like a helmet and put stuff in it. the messy axe gel. and it gets really thick, basically i am very ugly and i have to fix myself up to look good. and im a guy so that sucks for me. anyone else with a problem like this... I think i have bdd or something because this is effecting my life. I have a big wide nose with a bad cowlick and shiny skin:(